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10:34 PM | Wednesday, February 28, 2007
it's really gonna be a bad year.
i feel kind of no life at all. everyday's and week like the same. trg on tues and thurs. snooker on wed. fri got tution. mon day only free day. simple. then sat and sun are usually like watch matches or go out. kind of sad huh. i feeling like staying out of home one day,during weekdays. i wanna try,is family members really that important? i've no idea man. nvm. aye,tomorrow there's trg. when's club trg coming? there's more nightlife luh,if there's club trg. anw,today lessons were alright. nice time to sleep. snooker-ed till jerome they all arrived. the rest went center court,so me,jer,jianyi and wanhao stayed on. cabbed down to junction eight around 4.30. ate lunch,then walk around. talk a lot of stuffs. i,jer and wanhao wanted to buy that umbro jersey luh! but look longer,it doesn't seem to be nice. bought ice-cream,sat down,talk a while. left and homed.

there's two friendlies arriving. yjc on the coming monday and st gabs during the march holidays that monday! i can't wait luh. just hope time flies past quickly this week.

there's no urgency of what's gonna happen,it seems that no one's gonna care. looks like it's really drifting us apart.


no place that far.

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10:16 PM | Thursday, February 22, 2007
went back to skool today after such a long holiday. ahh. super boring luh. lessons were at least much better in the early part,but then it slowly become more and more boring,till i really want to lie on the table forever. anw,had to do skool service on monday. reason because,haha. skipped bio extra supplementary class. nvm,thought it's tomorrow. cause i skipped two weeks of tutions already. then tomorrow really never go,i guess something bad will happen lah. anw,had trg after skool. don't want to mention about trg,i let in silly goals today. thats all i can say. i'm really beat,i need a long rest i guess.

yes,mummy promised me to get me the unihoc fullset. yay. but i'm wondering,what if i buy and not going to be keeper for next year. i don't want to waste money. i don't know man. rah,it's troubling me again. today really wasn't a good day.

when will the day when you finally say yes come? or will it be a no forever? it's now or never.


no place that.

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11:46 PM | Wednesday, February 21, 2007
i am an ass.
i'm just an useless asshole,bastard.
just tell me you hate me,it will be enough.

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11:31 PM |
jerome's birthday!
i'm not in one of my best mood,so this one should be a quick one. celebrated jerome's birthday today. went PS to catch epic movie. saw chongling and co. there. hilarious,hilarious and hilarious was what i could described. met adeline and jiani after the movie. headed to vivo,walked around and went bishan for dinner. time past so fast lah. anw,it was somehow fun luh. the funny part is all the guys are wearing jeans all except jerome. he wore shorts. we wore shoes but his the only one who wore slippers. funny ass. thats al for today. trg tomorrow,i'm beat,real beat. andrew's coming,it certainly gonna be a tough and tiring one tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEROME LUA!

i want to excel,it's tired to be always being behind.

no place that far.

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12:53 AM |
ghostrider!
today was suppose to be bored but then after some suggestion,it became lively again. haha. met gary and mengchao and went to vivo first. thanks to mengchao treat to gary,we decided to catch a movie. called steven and victor along. checked the timeslot once we reached vivo,all selling fast and the queue is freaking long. so decided to go other places for movie. headed to cineleisure to meet up with steven,victor and norman. the timeslot also kns one lah. so in the end went heeren,norman bought his discs and check the cineleisure timeslot again. all front row seats so decided to head to lido,since the theatre is big and sound-effect super good. steven and victor left us halfway. just follow law also front row seat in lido. so decided to go with ghostrider,not much people though,so we decided to give it a go. saw kailing and racheal gan. hahahaha. the show was quite funny,lame but thrilling. so yeah,the 9 bucks was still quite worthwhile! went home after that,damn tired.

okay. tomorrow,or should i say today is jerome birthday. hahaha. that asshole. certainly a people favourite. going for movie to celebrate for him and treating him arnold? hahahaha. he's so good lah,he's gonna get a stick for his birthday. i can't believe that shit. EPIC MOVIE is the show! certainly sounds like a fun day tomorrow. i 'm hoping for it!

my left eyelids has been twitching none stop since last wednesday. rah. let's pray for nothing to happen pur-please.


no place that far.

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1:13 AM | Tuesday, February 20, 2007
CNY,i understand the boredom of it.
1am now. okay,i'm lazy to blog about what happen from thursday onwards. nvm,there's nothing to do now anw.
THURSDAY.
i think skool was fine. went watch volleyball match. PHS lost to SEMBAWANG. alright. managed to allowed the hpt people to let us off back for floorball. so yeah. went for trg,there's no goalpost. so used particens. yes,i certainly love to sprint all throughout the match. it's super duper fun. keeper was fun too. hahaha. headed home,very tired.
FRIDAY.
got early dismissal. cause of some lameshit fire drill to end the whole assembly. alright. went to market with gary,jerome,shermin and mengchao. ate a bit and went the centre court cafe for pool. played a while,farhann joined us. then steven and victor came. played and time really went past real fast that time and it's time to go home and suddenly it started to rain. so dashed to mrt station. headed home and met mum and dad at orchard. bought my first pair of dunk. hahaha. it's nice somehow. i wanted the lighter colour,but don't know which asshole go take it away first. anw,ate at amk and went home.
SATURDAY.
stayed at home the whole day,computer was my partner. reunion dinner was quite okay,food was not bad,cause it's steamboat! lols. i pitied chongling! she gotta rush from one restaurant to another steamboat place! hahahaha. slept pretty early that day.
SUNDAY.
first day of CNY. visited relatives around 3. came home and rest and went out to changi airport for swensens! people don't ever go T1 for swensens,cause it close down already. only T2 have. but the queue is %@#$!^&* freaking long lah. so went all the way back to yishun and had swensens instead. homed and slept late.
MONDAY.
thought of going out with jerome. but then all the places i suggested he don't want go. so yeah,stayed at home the whole day. mum's side relatives came over. hahaha. was bored luh,zoe and elton was my only survival of talking,but we didn't talk much though. so blackjack,hahaha. i lost in the end. they went home aroun 11 plus-12 like that. around there. so yeah,here i'm blogging now.

alright,i'm feeling very very very tired now. getting some sleep. blog more tomorrow.

there's simply no change,let's wait for absolute and facade.


no place that far.

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10:37 PM | Wednesday, February 14, 2007
sad and bad.
cause i know even you accept it,the fact still won't change.
i guess the best is just to leave me alone.
it's too late to say sorry and thank you.

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10:30 PM |
happy to sad valentine day.
this year valentine,hmm..same as last year.no change.skool's was fine.just that the atmosphere was different.chapel was nice.the rest of the day was still quite okay.after skool went play snooker a while,then headed to town with jerome and victor to buy the volcom wallet.bought the same design but different colour.hahaha.after all,valentine is nothing to me after all.

groovy love,ecstatic love,it doesn't give perfect love.


no place that far.

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10:07 PM | Tuesday, February 13, 2007
CNY CLOTHES and your present!
alright.yesterday was quite a nice day luh.lessons were boring.but after skool went fareast with ivan.bought a freshbox t-shirt.nice!but then i couldn't find the present.so headed to j8 and bought one.nice but ex,but after all it's the thoughts that counts.headed home,satisfied shopping.haha.

today went out with gary,jerome,steven,farhann,victor,koksien and mengchao.went far east.hahaha.went to eat at lido!haha.then walked to far east.woo.we went shopping instead of floorballing.haha.went so many shops.in the end i bought a freshbox shirt!the seller guy was giggling luh.he remember me i think.haha.anw,thanks for gary and jerome for suggesting me buying that shirt.cause i didn't plan to buy anything from freshbox today!haha.then mengchao and steven bought some stuffs too.so walk around and then they bought stuffs at pescados.haha.almost everybody.except for a few.the revoltage t-shirts,thought got a lot,in the end nothing luh.then went pacific plaza to look at wallets.jerome and victor getting the volcom wallet.wahlau,i also want luh.damn nice.then steven,farhann,gary and me went bugis.didn't went street.a lot of people.so went edge.steven bought that red long-sleeve shirt.in the end,i still went freshbox and bought a brown t-shirt.nice luh!although steven pick the other t-shirt nicer.okay.been shopping around this few days,because of CNY.haha.farhann ate at kfc and went home after that.

haha,farhann is a racist!that an inside joke between we four of us!haha.and he's damn damn damn funny.joker among us lah!he brightens our day if he's around.without him,our gang will be so bored luh!FUNNY GUY!

inside out.maybe it's best you leave me alone.


no place that far.

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2:44 AM | Sunday, February 11, 2007
SP 3-on-3.
to hell lah.freaking organisers.ass man,why do we always have to just face merahans during 3-on-3 tournaments?as in first few matches or group stages.maybe meeting them in finals or semis i don't mind.but just why so early lah.or else we could have stay on and play more.and maybe victor would have got the top-scorer award.AES(assumption english skool) send like such a big squad.almost every match on both courts got their teams lah.it was good exprience gain.too bad you didn't go.): i would play more better.actually,it didn't make any difference though.i suck playing today.anw,chem and bio papers on friday were quite okay.i slept for like 20 mins during the chem papers while both papers only 30 mins each.continued from the SP tournament.bathed and went out with parents after that.woo,bought a shirt,t-shirt and jeans.bought a belt too.still lack of shorts,and one or two more t-shirts.guess who did i saw at tampines isetan.FELICIA LIM.haha.you never changed dirty fellow.kidding.(: was so shocked to see hurr there man.i saw shuangling on the process of seeing felicia.so many familiar faces,OMG.

AHHH.someone help me,i'm freaking tired.tomorrow go where?quearreled with my mum.i don't even care a single thing luh.i will do everything my way.nobody can come interrup.had a tired day,but i love today although had a bad day.

let's wait till someday you say yes.(: TCL,you are my love. valentine is just another shit,what should i buy.i just missed when i never msg you.i hope there's like unlimited questions in the world,that i could msg with you forever.would that day come?


no place that far.

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7:40 PM | Wednesday, February 07, 2007
less blogging.
this few days or for the coming days,i guess i will be blogging less.some bug or virus attacked my com yesterday.ass man.i don't want all my accounts to be hacked by this stupid virus.anw,common test started already.papers are quite okay.just hope,quickly finish lah.i wanna play in saturday SP's 3-on-3.there's this another 3-on-3 tournament in D'MARQUEE at pasir ris.woo.but don't know who wanna participate luh.there's like a whole floorball competitions linning up for me.but only thing is the b boys lah.freak ass,it started already and got combined skools this year.i wanna go in combined skools.tough now lah,if playing in A boys.nevermind,i'm just looking forward to league two.starting in june 16. yayness. hearing the date,it seems that i want the time flies this year.but this is only the start of feb and chinese new year is not over.after all,this year time,seems to be slower than expected last time.

life is just only having boundaries of complication and stuffs.today's chapel devotion,the pastor really makes me feel like being part of the christian community.god truly makes wonders.what i have in mind,i'm really seeking.seeking through everything before i really make a decision to whether to accept or not for all things coming.good or bad for me?it's too early to say.

love is equally sweet and bitter.valentine's day reaching,what should i buy?unconditional love,define it.means loving everybody one else out there unconditionalingly.even though,it's strangers.just strangers.let's try again alright,C?hold my hands,let's soar.


no place that far.

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11:27 PM | Saturday, February 03, 2007
bored,random.
ass.i gotta freaking post again.i was like about to finish this post,than i closed the windows,cause i supposed to close another window.damnit!okay,nvm.
FRIDAY.
tests were okay.maths my forte.(: english was blahblahblah.lessons are okay.freak,i am lazy to blog man.nvm.tution is just as well wasting time there.i don't feel like talking about what happen during tution,it's depressing.i really hate algebra man.like what the shit,have to apply algebra to so many chapters this year.okay,thats it for such a bad day.
SATURDAY.
woke up early,cause i slept early last night.met steven,jerome and mengchao.went orchard.steven bought his t-shirt.i saw so many stuffs luh,just that i didn't had that much of money with me.anw,went heeren and bought my new slipper(BRAZILIANO PRAIA!).now i can slowly add to my collections of NUM slippers.got three now,including this.hehs.anw,went to yishun.met gary and had a haircut.feel like so botak now luh.okay lah,not really somehow.went swimming after that.so feraking crowded.ass.swim also not fun luh.nvm.ate,walked around northpoint.bus-ed home after that.wait for like 30-45 mins for that freaking bus.thats my first day of the weekend spent.right,boring lah.

b boys,no more.ass.trained so freaking hard just for that top four finishing!cause we weren't in and b boys had already started.now i freaking hope the skool will let us play a boys.i want to participate something luh.playing only in the league in july ain't so fun.it's like such a short period of time man.

i am damn tired of the nonsense already.can't i miss you?can't i love you,wait for you?nvm,you won't understand.


no place that far.

10:08 PM | Thursday, February 01, 2007
bad day.
i was thinking,is 2007 just gonna be so tough to live.everyday in life,there's just no purpose of going to skool,either for studies or friends.so what if i have study my tests or stuffs.i still fail.friends,trustworthy?hm,maybe really some.so what if it's the holiday,it's equally bored.a bad day to a start of the new month.is this month gonna be as worst jan?i broke up hurr heart and now i'm worried for hurr.why is this kind of feelings coming back?i guess i just never cherish whatever it's beside me.regret is the easiest thing to get after something is done.if ever there's another chance in something that is done wrongly,use it.and use it wisely.

rah,i have no mood to blog anymore.today's just been the worst day currently for 2007.even hurr will never be the same anymore.

can't you just say something back?my heart just break in that sadden moment.seeing you is really big help towards making my day.but that moment,it kills all the chance of my so called perfect day.don't know what to type already,ass.


no place that far.